Recently me and the guy that i fell so hard in love with started talking again. Actually it was last night. I started the whole conversation on a facebook message. Telling him how stupid i felt for everything that happened between us and that i wanted him back. It's not like i was lying. i really do want him back and i really do love him. he asked me to call him because i wanted to talk to him. Maybe he thought that if we finally talked, then i would leave him alone. I'm not really sure but i'm glad we finally talked. Even if we weren't going to take things slowly, I'm still really glad that we at least talked.
To those who are completely lost in all this, i said some things that i really regret. I lost the one person, other than my best friends, that i could be myself around. I usually keep what i think to myself, but with him, i could say what i wanted. I could tell how i felt about something. Maybe he would get upset at first but he would always talk to me about it. And that's just one of the amazing things that i love about him. And i really hope everything will go back to normal.
I've learned from all of this that things can change so fast that you don't even have time to process it. Some people say things that they probably shouldn't and learn from the mistake they made. I know i've learned that. So some advice for those who do the same thing or done the same thing; the smartest decision would be to, THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK! It'll keep you outa trouble and keep those you love, or hate, alright and keep everything drama free.
That's it for now.
Kasey Marie :) xoxox
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