I'm soooo confused..

I'm so confused.
Have you ever told someone how you feel about them and then completely wish you hadn't? Well i did and i really wish i hadn't done it.
I told my ex that i still had feelings for him. And it's not like i don't, because i do. But i just got out of a really bad relationship with someone i thought i was gonna be with for the rest of my life.
The relationship between me and this guy ended because he thought we was better as friends. But now he says he still has feelings for me, and i told him i had feelings for him too. I'm just not completely sure if i wanna be in another relationship..
I just don't know..

Stupid BOYS!

How can a guy say that he loves you, and then call your best friend names and crap?
How can a guy say that he loves you, if all he thinks is that your gonna cheat on him when your with your best friend?
How can a guy say that he loves you, if all he seems to wanna do it argue?

WHO CAN ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS!?

If anyone can, PLEASE tell me.

I needa job!

I need a new phone. It's like turning red on me!
I need my license. I hate staying home all the time!
so long story short.....
I NEED A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


XOXO,
KASEY MARIE! :) 

Maybe I'm happier now without you!

I have been talking to a NEW GUY! And he's closer to my age then the other. Even if now i really have no idea what is gonna happen.
Comments? Opinions?
Leave it :)

xoxo,
Kasey

I'll be alright when your back on my side...

Recently me and the guy that i fell so hard in love with started talking again. Actually it was last night. I started the whole conversation on a facebook message. Telling him how stupid i felt for everything that happened between us and that i wanted him back. It's not like i was lying. i really do want him back and i really do love him. he asked me to call him because i wanted to talk to him. Maybe he thought that if we finally talked, then i would leave him alone. I'm not really sure but i'm glad we finally talked. Even if we weren't going to take things slowly, I'm still really glad that we at least talked.
To those who are completely lost in all this, i said some things that i really regret. I lost the one person, other than my best friends, that i could be myself around. I usually keep what i think to myself, but with him, i could say what i wanted. I could tell how i felt about something. Maybe he would get upset at first but he would always talk to me about it. And that's just one of the amazing things that i love about him. And i really hope everything will go back to normal.
I've learned from all of this that things can change so fast that you don't even have time to process it. Some people say things that they probably shouldn't and learn from the mistake they made. I know i've learned that. So some advice for those who do the same thing or done the same thing; the smartest decision would be to, THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK! It'll keep you outa trouble and keep those you love, or hate, alright and keep everything drama free.
That's it for now.

Kasey Marie :) xoxox

Love lost..What to do now?

You know that feeling you get when you feel like your in love with someone and everything is okay? Well I've had that feeling and then that feeling completely crushed me...
I fell for a guy who said that he loved me and wanted to be with me forever. He wanted us to move in together right after i got out of high school. Even said he would start working so that way we would have the money. He wanted to marry me and have children with me..said that he wanted to love me forever. And i knew he meant it. And i did too. I loved him and i still do with everything that i have. i don't know how im suppose to get over him..
I know that everything happens for a reason, but i hate not knowing what the reason is..
You know it's even worse when you cry yourself to sleep and he doesn't even seem to care..my heart is completely broken and i don't know how to get over it..
I'm back in to my depressed state again and i hate it! I hate being so mean to myself and everyone around me. I just don't even wanna be myself anymore..
i don't know what to do without him. i cry to sleep at night simply because i miss him so much that i cant close my eyes because FINALLY my reality was better then my dreams..and now they are both nightmares.
What to do...

Boyfriend malfunctions!

The title says it all.

Asking a guy a question SHOULDNT START AN ARGUMENT.
if it does then it should be FOR A GOOD REASON!

Stupid people just annoy me.